There are no words to express this feeling of loss, my heart breaks for every Mother that goes to bed without her child tonight. While shopping at Costco today I received a call from Kaylee's school, 45 minutes before school let out. My heart sank, my mind blurred, and my eyes filled with tears. I was terrified, why are they calling me right now, did it happen? is my daughter okay? I answered the phone and just about fell to my knees, it was a regular update on school functions. On this day? When I picked her up from school, I threw my arms around and squeezed in every ounce of Kaylee. She said "Mommy your hugging me too tight," I broke down and cried "it's because I CAN." No Mother should ever have to fear that sending their child to school is a death warrant.